This morning although I woke up hella congested after not sleeping well, I was somehow more energetic and resolved than I’ve been the past week. Odd because Thursday is such my busy day. And I’m up for workshop, which is always taxing.
So I’m like la la la, feed cats, make coffee, don’t care if I feel like shit (read: headache, sore throat, dizzy, off-balance, snotty, no appetite). I answered a few emails. Got a rejection from kill author (you don’t know what you’re missing peeps) which made me feel a little grumbly for a sec AND THEN
discovered some more art and writing files that had been lost from my stolen laptop. Now I think I can recover this with some work and digging around on websites, USB drives. But I’m really having a hard time having this incident NOT be a flashpoint for an entire day’s worth of negativity.
I wish I could say I feel better now. Luckily there’s tumblr for this sort of self-absorbed whining. Thanks for reading, invisible audience.